I have been completely uninspired, out of steam, bemused, rather demused, since my return. Me. "Mad Rush to the Computer" girl. What a disappointment.
Ostensibly, posting everyday is important. It will be just my luck to post insipidly, once again, and get trolled, once again. I have to remember that I am at my best when I am ruthless. I would rather be inspired by intellectual ideas, but I'm not.
I am reading three memoirs by women. "Psyche's Seeds", by a Jungian therapist who is quite dishy in her photo, married several times with many books to her credit. "A Round Heeled Woman: My Late Life Adventures in Sex and Romance" by Jane Juska, a 66 year old divorcee who doesn't want to die without having a satisfying sexual experience again. The book is about her quest to manifest one. And, my favorite, "A Door Ajar" by Alix Taylor, an eighty two year old woman on a spiritual journey.
The latter is my favorite because it involves synchronicity, guides that literally plop our heroine into exactly the right place at exactly the right time, out of body experiences, near death experiences, real death experiences, true love, true love loss, illness, pain, you know, high drama, not just beauty tips and affirmations. The kind of experiences that spray the ego with a fire hose and watch it go down the storm drain. I haven't reached the denoument yet. Neither have you.