Higher self: Hi again, welcome back We were so pleased to chat with you the other night. You seem considerably calmer this evening.
Sadistic self: That's because I got what I wanted today. Synchronicity up the wazoo. My satisfactions include the ability to acknowledge some of my poppet's positive purpose . She allows me to experience my full outrage, and I don't even have to try to contain it, BECAUSE SHE DESERVES IT, on paper, that is. However, they did make me leave my rant in draft, due to personal details that might be recognizable, like purple plastic face.
Usually I come out only when a boundary is crossed in an arrogant, intrusive way. see on being trolled Because I'm a unidimensional aspect, I don't have to look at my responsiblity for being unclear about the boundary in the first place. I can just cream 'em. I am told that I am at my best when I am ruthless.
The rest of the time, I hang out criticizing other internal aspects of self. It's not creative work, since I basically say the same old thing, you know, I can always count on the weight thing, the stupid thing, the insipid thing, etc. It's really only fun because they fall for it. All the satisfaction of being a bully on the playground and making someone cry.
Higher Self: Yes, I can see that that could be very satisfying. From some of my reading, I learned a couple of things about bullies. I wonder if you could tell me if they are true? First, that bullies don't have too many friends, they are feared, but not liked. Does it get lonely for you?
Second, that bullies are only doing to others what has been done to them, perpetration, I think it's called. Did something happen to you that makes you think it's okay to behave this way?
Sadistic Aspect: Don't try to psychoanalyze me. I'm outta here.
Higher Self: Oh dear, just when we were making a little progress.